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12/21/09
ho,hello.
Hahhah. I'm currently with cindy at my sister's house (; we're going to ewalk to eat dinner with my sister's family. Haha. We're like gossiping about peopel.
12/20/09
Winter Holiday
Hey. I'm really pleased with the holiday that im in now :D
its like, so fun hahhaha.
good food especially. and i got my bb :DD
its like, so fun hahhaha.
good food especially. and i got my bb :DD
12/18/09
Goodbye.
Exams have Passed, and i just finished my Biology which is the last one today.
it wasn't really an easy paper. And also, its my last day and many people's last day in School. Maria, Shiori & Risa, are leaving. I still can see Maria and Shiori, but as for Risa, she's gone to Japan. For good.
So, as the bell rang for dismissal, we went to hang out.
Me, Emma, Vivian, Iannie, Yashu, Stacy, Risa, Maria, Shiori.
then halfway we separated, Yash, Stacy, and Risa, went with the guy. the rest of us, are still together.
We hung out, ate talk. And finally, after hours of spending time together. We went on our own ways. Maria & Shiori. Me, Emma, Vivian, and Iannie. We went to Cineleisure. then Sent Vivian and Iannie home. We wanted to watch New Moon, and turn out that we went to New Look and tried on clothes instead. took pictures. and got home. It wasnt really a long goodbye for me & Emma. i Hate long goodbyes. It just makes you not want to leave that person.
Then i got home, and went online, and video called Iannie, which was random and stupid.
then i talked to Sze Ming. and Vivian.
hours, passed (i played WoW to kill time)
and Sze Ming went off all the sudden, didnt really cared. Cause i thought he's just being his old usual self. Then Vivian.. -.-
Keeps on Pressuring me to call him. She managed to persuade me in the end.
and so i did. it was kind of awkward, cause he seems like he's sleeping.
and talkstalkstalks.
when we hung up. cant tell HHAHAHAHA.
I really wish that i can go back in a split second.
I'll really miss peoples in the holidays.
and now i got to sleep. Toodles.
Going to Balikpapan On Friday.
23thDecember - Sydney.
5thJanuary - Singapore.
11thJanuary - School.
it wasn't really an easy paper. And also, its my last day and many people's last day in School. Maria, Shiori & Risa, are leaving. I still can see Maria and Shiori, but as for Risa, she's gone to Japan. For good.
So, as the bell rang for dismissal, we went to hang out.
Me, Emma, Vivian, Iannie, Yashu, Stacy, Risa, Maria, Shiori.
then halfway we separated, Yash, Stacy, and Risa, went with the guy. the rest of us, are still together.
We hung out, ate talk. And finally, after hours of spending time together. We went on our own ways. Maria & Shiori. Me, Emma, Vivian, and Iannie. We went to Cineleisure. then Sent Vivian and Iannie home. We wanted to watch New Moon, and turn out that we went to New Look and tried on clothes instead. took pictures. and got home. It wasnt really a long goodbye for me & Emma. i Hate long goodbyes. It just makes you not want to leave that person.
Then i got home, and went online, and video called Iannie, which was random and stupid.
then i talked to Sze Ming. and Vivian.
hours, passed (i played WoW to kill time)
and Sze Ming went off all the sudden, didnt really cared. Cause i thought he's just being his old usual self. Then Vivian.. -.-
Keeps on Pressuring me to call him. She managed to persuade me in the end.
and so i did. it was kind of awkward, cause he seems like he's sleeping.
and talkstalkstalks.
when we hung up. cant tell HHAHAHAHA.
I really wish that i can go back in a split second.
I'll really miss peoples in the holidays.
and now i got to sleep. Toodles.
Going to Balikpapan On Friday.
23thDecember - Sydney.
5thJanuary - Singapore.
11thJanuary - School.
12/15/09
Broken Hearted Girl.
I went into the bus, and i saw her face. I looked at her like nothing happened.
sat infront of her, while i laughed with my friend. What have gotten into me? Why am i so paranoid? with everything that happens. I seem to not catch any glance at you anymore. Everytime i see your face. I feel scared. I start to think, what if i see that face, following me , all over the world . I'm getting crazy, You make me crazy. I really hate that i love you. I cant seem to forget you.
sat infront of her, while i laughed with my friend. What have gotten into me? Why am i so paranoid? with everything that happens. I seem to not catch any glance at you anymore. Everytime i see your face. I feel scared. I start to think, what if i see that face, following me , all over the world . I'm getting crazy, You make me crazy. I really hate that i love you. I cant seem to forget you.
12/13/09
You look like a lunatic.
Laughing. Raining. Today. is. fine.
i woke up in the most unwanted way ever! someone woke me up! i hate it when that happens. and i need a new nail polish remover ):
and a new nail polish! & fake eyelashes. :D haha.
i'm kind of addicted to Backstabber - Ke$ha now o.o
and i really can't wait for my BB :DD
andd i really need a new lense D:
and i need major shopping. (with my sister :D)
5 more days to Bpn :D
i woke up in the most unwanted way ever! someone woke me up! i hate it when that happens. and i need a new nail polish remover ):
and a new nail polish! & fake eyelashes. :D haha.
i'm kind of addicted to Backstabber - Ke$ha now o.o
and i really can't wait for my BB :DD
andd i really need a new lense D:
and i need major shopping. (with my sister :D)
5 more days to Bpn :D
Avalanche.
Since when do you come around
And the temperature has changed
Nothing's the same
Left me yesterday
You don't see me that way
Touch me that way no more
When did you get so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold
You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind
If you only knew
What my heart goes through for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
We see what's up ahead
Why do we stay, watching us fading?
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in
And it's so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold
You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind
Front is breaking
And it's taking over my spirit
Quickly, quickly
Something's shifted
Have we drifted too far apart now?
If you only knew...
- Marie Digby
Avalanche is about a crumbling relationship...
I remember feeling a little hopeless on the day I was writing this song.
I felt like I was ready to put it everything ,
all my energy into someone and it wasn't clear if that feeling was being reciprocated...
But I think we've all felt that at one time or another.
It's rare for the commitment and feelings from both sides to match..
but when it does, it's magical.
And the temperature has changed
Nothing's the same
Left me yesterday
You don't see me that way
Touch me that way no more
When did you get so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold
You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind
If you only knew
What my heart goes through for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
We see what's up ahead
Why do we stay, watching us fading?
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in
And it's so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold
You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind
Front is breaking
And it's taking over my spirit
Quickly, quickly
Something's shifted
Have we drifted too far apart now?
If you only knew...
- Marie Digby
Avalanche is about a crumbling relationship...
I remember feeling a little hopeless on the day I was writing this song.
I felt like I was ready to put it everything ,
all my energy into someone and it wasn't clear if that feeling was being reciprocated...
But I think we've all felt that at one time or another.
It's rare for the commitment and feelings from both sides to match..
but when it does, it's magical.
12/12/09
Everything gone wrong.
So. i dont get what's going on now. is she a friend, is she not?
Does he deserve the time, does he not?
i dont understand. i'm so confused. D:
HELP?
Does he deserve the time, does he not?
i dont understand. i'm so confused. D:
HELP?
12/11/09
For You I Will.
I realise that doing anything for someone you love. have a good impact on you, and aswell, a bad one. A recent breakup of my friends' make me realise that giving all your heart is like, giving a fragile pot to someone, and trusting them not to break it. that. She broke down so bad. Like, she cant afford to see his face. like as if its a monster that's about to eat her. is it that hard to let go someone you hurt? i've never really felt that way before. I've been going around, with guys, and now its time, for me to really get someone to love. someone that i canr eally trust, and someone who wouldn't ruin my life.
Why is Jealousy the thing that've been all in my head lately. i've been jealous for every single little thing that happened. What should i do?
And i really need a photoshootttt! like, omg, seriously. and Exams are in 3 days. how horrible is that?
I can't wait to go to Sydney tho (: To my brother. Clothes. hahaa. & I can't wait to get my Blackberry.
xo.
Why is Jealousy the thing that've been all in my head lately. i've been jealous for every single little thing that happened. What should i do?
And i really need a photoshootttt! like, omg, seriously. and Exams are in 3 days. how horrible is that?
I can't wait to go to Sydney tho (: To my brother. Clothes. hahaa. & I can't wait to get my Blackberry.
xo.
12/10/09
Drama.
Heyy(: i havent been really posting recently have i? haha.
i've been in school acting for all the people taking the Drama Exams.
i've been acting. and now. i have to memorize 2 scripts for 2 plays tmr.
By Ayu, and Vivian.
Its a really funny one tho. haha. like. funny as in. No sense.
well whatever. i dont know dude, should i give up on him? But in the other hand i still do like him. so much.
Exams are coming. and my head is like UGH. cant take it anymore, i have so many things to think about. I dont even know where to start studying? D:
everything's messed up.
Oh Ja. i was watching him playing the bball game today. Lost. HAH. but. He did fine i guess, even tho James was mad at all the players. and how he got kicked out for shouting at the coach. HAHA (funny)
He seems really tired today. D; should i talk to him? His status' busy. D:
xoxo.
i've been in school acting for all the people taking the Drama Exams.
i've been acting. and now. i have to memorize 2 scripts for 2 plays tmr.
By Ayu, and Vivian.
Its a really funny one tho. haha. like. funny as in. No sense.
well whatever. i dont know dude, should i give up on him? But in the other hand i still do like him. so much.
Exams are coming. and my head is like UGH. cant take it anymore, i have so many things to think about. I dont even know where to start studying? D:
everything's messed up.
Oh Ja. i was watching him playing the bball game today. Lost. HAH. but. He did fine i guess, even tho James was mad at all the players. and how he got kicked out for shouting at the coach. HAHA (funny)
He seems really tired today. D; should i talk to him? His status' busy. D:
xoxo.
12/9/09
Regrets
Why is it that i've been feeling regrets lately.
i'm being scared on everything i do. Like, everything.
this life is getting Fucked up anit?!
i'm being scared on everything i do. Like, everything.
this life is getting Fucked up anit?!
12/4/09
Something "Innocent"
I use to think that i'm some nice goody-2-shoes.
Until i hung out with this clique, that corrupted me.
well, yes, Corrupted.
I started drinking. Shisha. Everything i can try, i tried.
Eh, crap. i gotta stop.
i stopped
xoxo.
Until i hung out with this clique, that corrupted me.
well, yes, Corrupted.
I started drinking. Shisha. Everything i can try, i tried.
Eh, crap. i gotta stop.
i stopped
xoxo.